Friday, November 19, 2010

A Four Letter Word

Today was perfect. I cant remember the last time i was this happy.

About a year ago, I gave up the one thing I thought i couldnt live without. Well i lived without it for several months, and it turns out i was just fooling myself. It always felt like there was something missing, it just took me awhile to figure out what it was.
So, here i am again. Im back for the second time. And i can tell you that i am never letting go. I realize what a fool ive been and how stupid i was for giving up something so great. I have it back and i promise ill do whatever it takes to make it last. I know this is what i want, its where i belong. Tears come to my eyes as i write this because i feel awful for the pain i caused. I hurt the one person i loved(and still love) the most. To you, i am sorry a thousand times. I cant take back the hurt i caused, but ill do whatever i can to make up for it. I am so lucky to get a second chance and this time ill never once take it for granted.

I now know what i want and i can say, with a smile on my face, that i will never want anything different. This is as good as it gets and I would be stupid to give it up. I am in love and always will be.

Forever Yours,
Ashley Kristine

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