I'm sitting alone in the room, except with the company of our little lit up Christmas tree. It's nice to be here by myself sometimes. I don't usually have time alone to blast my music in the living room while I get ready in the bathroom and eat as much chocolate as I want. But being alone makes me think about all of the amazing people in my life. I feel like that phrase is tossed around a lot, but from the bottom of my heart, I really mean it. I've had the same core group of friends since freshmen year, and since then I've only made more true friends that I can count on. Most people my age can't say that. And I know I mess up and can be selfish and avoid conflict as much as possible, but I'm thankful to have friends who forgive me and accept me as that.
And to the people I've hurt, all I can say is I'm sorry. I am deeply sorry. There are things I'm figuring out that I want to do in my life and I thought I could handle it all, but I can't. I can only hope that when we see each other we'll smile and say hi and you'll remember that I do care about you.
I'm only two days away from home and I'm sad to leave these people for a month, some for months. But I know a few weeks of not seeing friends to oceans apart from each other will not change anything.
Love Always,
Chelsea
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