Im sorry, i dont know how many different ways or times I can say it. But i mean it.
Im not going to say it was a mistake, because it wasnt. Im better for it, but sometimes i wonder if I would be happier now. Ill never know.
However, im not going to sit here and dwell on the past. I cant and I wont. All i can do is hope that i get that second chance one day. If i do, i can promise that ill do anything to make it work. Ive learned so much from my decision and i now see how meaningful relationships are. I may never get that second chance, but ill continue living my life, and ill give my all in my next relationship.
Im grateful for all my experiences and for the ones to come. For now my heart is in park, but ill find my way to move forward. Fortunately, I have nothing but time. Its going to take a lot of patience, but i wont stop until my heart beats the way it should, until i find something real.
Like Carrie Bradshaw said, " Some people are settling down, some people are settling and some people refuse to settle for anything less than butterflies."
Always yours,
Ashley Kristine
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